Ultimately living for the Kingdom of God is positioning yourself for the best as a parent and it's the best for your child. Salvation through Jesus is the first right step. See salvation prayer.

The next steps are:

A. Admit you that you make mistakes and have hurt the heart of God and/or others. Forgive yourself and others.

B. Believe in The Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, understand that Jesus in the only son of God and He sacrificed his body and shed His blood on the cross to cover our sins and pay our debt.

C. Commit your life to God. Ask for forgiveness and for Jesus to come into your heart and to help you make good decisions, to give you wisdom and to grow closer to God and to look more like Jesus each and every day.